More and more people were telling me that i look unhappy.

And … I hate to hear that.

I even wanted to ask them … do i look unhappy or depressed?!

… but it was difficult to define that.

I was analyzing myself … trying to understand the meaning of my unhappy face …. but …

Time was passing … and nothing changed.

I’ve even started to look more on the mirror … to check … the status of my emotional health … but … i was always looking the same.

I hated when i had to take photos … with myself …. cause i had again and again to deal with … the same truth.

And analyzing… i came to the point when i had to be honest enough with me … and ask myself on and on and on … am i unhappy or depressed?!

I read again the definition of depression… trying to understand the concept of mood disorder … and remembered about that time of .. 2 weeks … the theory was talking about.

But … I was like that …. by years.

Hahahaha …

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It was nothing else to do … than laugh.

Laugh … of myself.

Somehow it was obvious i was into a state of … non-ending depression … but …

Analyzing more …. I realized that … even if i looked depressive… maybe i was not.

I was just unhappy … i was living my life into the way i was living it.

I was living into a world … which i did not liked … and i was actually unhappy cause i was living like there.

The moments of loneliness … were different.

I was … different … all the time …. when i had the chance to be … alone.

I forgot about …. the unhappiness… but also about … the illusory depression.

Maybe … all i had to do was to … think how i could be more and more time … alone.

And of course … disconnect from all those … ugly emotions … which were dominating my soul.

I started …. with hope … to realize that i am not unhappy or depressed … but … i was just prisoner … into an universe … or universes … which i disliked.

I … maybe … could start to disconnect… emotionally… and live more … into my inner world.

In there … alone … i was always ok.

And i could even say … happy.

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